Waiting

Kelas hari ni habis macam biase, 9 pm. Baru je dapat tau yang test 2 untuk subjek Environmental Monitoring dah ditukar jumaat ni. Huhuhu.... Kena score betul2 untuk test ni sebab test 1 agak teruk. Nasib baik soalan objektif walaupun agak tricky, so kena study smart.

Dayah tengah tunggu tlc untuk research dia. So sambil tunggu benda tu siap surf internet lah kejap. Tapi ngantuk yang amat ni. Mata pun macam paksa bukak ni...huhuhu..... Petang tadi dah siap download movie Tristan & Isolde. Aku memang dah lama nak tengok movie ni tapi tak jumpa. Ingat nak tengok malam ni, tapi dah sekarang ni pun still kat UM lagi, kena lupa kan aja niat nak tengok movie tu.....

Edward's quote on the Twilight Saga.....

I've read all of Twilight series.....(Eclipse and Breaking Dawn....partially). I love Twilight because it was very different from other vampire love story (books). The vampires in Twilight also different from other books. So it is very interesting. From the series, my favorites are Twilight and Breaking Dawn. New Moon brought tears to my eyes, I cried like a baby....and I hate Jacob in this book. Though it was definitely not his fault that Edward left but still i can't help myself. I just don't like him (though, I do pity him because of Bella's attitude) . I love Edward no matter what....(I'm a bit biased). In Eclipse, I still don't like Jacob especially when he threat to kill himself so Bella kissed him. Arghhh...!!! I almost liked him especially when the Cullen and the werewolves trained together to fight the newborn vampires. But my opinion toward Jacob completely changed when I read Breaking Dawn. I really like Jacob because he no longer try to compete with Edward in winning Bella's love or at least trying to compete because Bella and Edward loves each other and also because Jacob found Renesmee....Hehehehe... But still, I am dazzled by Edward....!!!! Luckily, they found Rob Pattinson to play Edward because I don't think any other actor would played it well. Rob Pattinson is the perfect Edward Cullen....

Edward's quote from the Twilight series...........

Twilight

• You think I regret saving your life?
• I said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that I didn’t want to be.
• What if I’m not a superhero? What if I’m the bad guy?
• You really should stay away from me.
• You don’t care if I’m a monster? If I’m not human?
• It makes me… anxious… to be away from you.
• Don’t be offended, but you seem to be one of those people who just attract accidents like a magnet. So… try not to fall into the ocean or get run over or anything, all right?
• Do I dazzle you?
• I’ve never tried to keep a specific person alive before, and it’s much more troublesome than I would have believed. But that’s probably just because it’s you. Ordinary people seem to make it through the day without so many catastrophes.
• I’m the world’s best predator, aren’t I? Everything about me invites you in — my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I need any of that!
• I didn’t want to leave, but it was necessary. It’s a bit easier to be around you when I’m not thirsty.
• And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…what a stupid lamb! What a sick, masochistic lion!
• I’m essentially a selfish creature. I crave your company too much to do what I should.
• Be very still.
• Are you still faint from the run? Or was it my kissing expertise?
• You’re intoxicated by my very presence.
• I’ve had the scent of you in my head all day, and I’ve grown amazingly desensitized. If I’m away from you for any length of time, I’ll have to start over again. Not quite from scratch, though, I think.
• I wrestled all night, while watching you sleep, with the chasm between what I knew was right, moral, ethical, and what I wanted. I knew that if I continued to ignore you as I should, or if I left for a few years, till you were gone, that someday you would say yes to Mike, or someone like him. It made me angry.
• Bella, I won’t let anything hurt you — not even yourself. I won’t let go of you once, I promise.
• You can sleep, sweetheart, I’ll carry you.

New Moon

• Of course, I’ll always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it’s time for a change. Because I’m… tired of pretending to be something I’m not, Bella. I am not human
• I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed. (i hate this part......!!!)
• After all the thousand times I’ve told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?
• You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.
• Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

Eclipse

• I’ll never forgive myself for leaving you. Not if I live a hundred thousand years.
• Please make a conscious effort to keep yourself safe. I’ll do everything I can, but I would appreciate a little help.
• Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much I love you?
• I’d wait till we were close enough to the ground, get a good grip on you, kick out the wall, and jump. Then I’d run you back to the scene of the accident, and we’d stumble around like the two luckiest survivors in history.
• I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart — I’ve left it with you.
• You’re quite adorable when you’re jealous. It’s surprisingly enjoyable.
• You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours.
• If I had found you, there isn’t a doubt in my mind how I would have proceeded. I was that boy, who would have — as soon as I discovered that you were what I was looking for — gotten down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I would have wanted you for eternity, even when the word didn’t have quite the same connotations.
• She is mine. I didn’t say I would fight fair.
  
• I had no right to want you — but I reached out and took you anyway. And now look what’s become of you! Trying to seduce a vampire.
• Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever — every single day of forever. Will you marry me?
• I’ve been waiting a century to marry you, Miss Swan.

Breaking Dawn

• Let me introduce you to my wife.
• I will not make love with you until you’ve been changed. I will never hurt you again.
• So you seduced your all-too-willing husband. That’s not a capital offense.
• Maybe it would be more polite to wait until we’re alone. You may not notice me tearing the furniture apart, but it would probably scare them.
• I don’t care about anything but keeping her alive. If it’s a child she wants, she can have it. She can have half a dozen babies. Anything she wants. She can have puppies, if that’s what it takes.
• ’m sorry. I am truly sorry for the pain this causes you, Jacob. Though you hate me, I must admit that I don’t feel the same about you. I think of you as a… a brother in many ways. A comrade in arms, at the very least. I regret your suffering more than you realize. But Bella is going to survive, and I know that’s what really matters to you.
• I want your permission to deviate from what we agreed to in our treaty with Ephraim. I want you to grant us an exception. I want your permission to save her life. You know I’ll do it anyway, but I don’t want to break faith with you if there is any way to avoid it. We never intended to go back on our word, and we don’t do it lightly now. I want your understanding, Jacob, because you know exactly why we do this. I want the alliance between our families to survive when this is over.
• Bella, I love you. Bella, I’m sorry.
• Don’t panic, love. You’re just a bit stronger than I am for the moment.
• Let’s hunt, Bella.
• You shouldn’t be able to do any of this. You shouldn’t be so… so rational. You shouldn’t be able to stand here discussing this with me calmly and coolly. And, much more than any of that, you should not have been able to break off mid-hunt with the scent of human blood in the air. Even mature vampires have difficulty with that – we’re always careful of where we hunt so as not to put ourselves in the path of temptation. Bella, you’re behaving like you’re decades rather than days old.
• You did perfectly fine. It’s just that… it was much more difficult for me to watch than it should have been. It goes against the grain, letting you wrestle with lion. I was having an anxiety attack the whole time.
• There’s a tremendous amount of time left over when you don’t have to sleep. It makes balancing your… interests quite easy. There’s a reason why I’m the best musician in the family, why – besides Carlisle – I’ve read the most books, studied the most sciences, become fluent in the most languages… Emmett would have you believe that I’m such a know-it-all because of the mind reading, but the truth is that I’ve just had a lot of free time.
• No, I don’t care if you bite Jacob. That’s fine.
• They’ll be shocked when the infants save their superior lives, won’t they?
• Goodbye, Jacob, my brother… my son.
• Bella, you have never been merely pretty.

wayang

Semalam, me and my cousins (arina and diana) went for a movie at TGV KLCC. Kami gerak dari Bdr Tasik Permaisuri, so sempat gak tersalah jalan sebelum smpai KLCC walaupun dah selalu guna jalan tu. Maklumlah eyesight malam tak baper bagus....Huhuhu. Kami tengok New in Town, starring Renée Zellweger and Harry Connick Jr. Ok gak cite nye. Romantic-comedy movie.....movie santai...


Synopsis movie: Lucy Hill (Renee Zellweger) is a high achiever shooting to become a Vice President. To show the President that she has the ability, she takes an assignment to restructure one of their small manufacturing plants in Minnesota. From the high life in Miami to the bitter cold, snow, and icy roads, Lucy must endure these hardships to succeed. Lucy is treated as an outsider when she arrives, and the locals give her a week before she leaves. Lucy is a fighter and wants to win. She meets Ted Mitchell (Harry Connick, Jr.) who is the union representative. At first, she has some conflicts with the workers, but soon they begin to accept her. The new product line is a bust, and she is ordered to close the plant and fire everyone. However, she has a better idea of making money for the company and saving everybody's job. Along the way, she finds something she didn't know she was looking for - "Love".

Never Think

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your TOO far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to hold on
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before your too far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on

Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on

p/s: my favorite song from my favorite vampire, Edward Cullen a.k.a Robert Pattinson....

Lalala.....

Now, aku and Diana sedang melepak di Sekolah Menengah St. Mary at Selayang sambil tunggu Arina yang tengah amik exam PTD sejak dari 9 am until now and dijangka habis examnye 4.30 pm. It's a long wait but being a good cousin, me and Diana patiently wait for her. Before lunch, both of us (me and diana) wait in the car (diana was reading a book and me, tertidur.....Hehehehehe). It is a very hot day, kemungkinan besar dalam 33-35 degree celcius. Kiranya, masa tunggu dalam kereta tu, hampir separuh masak la kami ni, huhuhu......memang panas yang amat. Lepas bosan tunggu kat tepi sekolah, we went to to wait in front of houses, under the tree. Seems like a good spot and more windy than earlier spot. Hampir sejam gak kami tunggu kat situ. Then lunch at Selayang Mall.

Right this moment, while i'm writing this entry, diana tidur dengan penuh kusyuk..... Kami memang kepenatan, mostly sebab cuaca yang panas. Best gak panas2 camni gi berendam dalam air.....Huhuhuhu....

worst blogger ever....!!!

i am the world's worst blogger ever..........!!!!!
hahahaha.....
Sebabnya malas nak update blog.....hehehehe

Black Dagger Brotherhood

In the shadow of the night in Caldwell, New York, there’s a deadly turf war going on between vampires and their slayers. There exists a secret band of brother like no other; six vampire warriors, defenders of their race.

The Black Dagger Brotherhood by J.R. Ward, are the first series that I’d read and owned), and about the lives of vampires and also my first encounter with paranormal genre. This series is in six books and each book is about one Brother of the Black Dagger.

This is not the typical vampire stories that we heard, this is not the blood-sucking-killer-animals-vampire type. This is totally different types of vampires. These books are about hot-sweaty-would kill to have you-make you want hold on to them for all the life- vampires. Its more to romance-thriller-action genre. This is the list of the Black Dagger series:

1. Dark Lover (Wrath – Beth)
2. Lover Eternal (Rhage – Mary)
3. Lover Awakened (Zhadist – Bella)
4. Lover Revealed (Butch – Marissa)
5. Lover Unbound (my favourite) (Vishous – Jane)
6. Lover Enshrined (Phury – Cormia)
7. Lover Avenged (coming soon)

Dark Lover

The only purebred vampire left on the planet, Wrath has a score to settle with the slayers who murdered his parents centuries ago. But when one of his most trusted fighters is killed- orphaning a half-breed daughter unaware of her heritage or her fate - Wrath must usher the beautiful female into the world of the undead…

Racked by a restlessness in her body that wasn't there before, Beth Randall is helpless against the dangerously sexy man who comes to her at night with shadows in his eyes. His tales of brotherhood and blood frighten her. But his touch ignites a dawning hunger that threatens to consume them both…

Lover Eternal

Within the brotherhood, Rhage is the vampire with the strongest appetites. He’s the best fighter, the quickest to act on his impulses, and the most voracious lover—for inside him burns a ferocious curse cast by the Scribe Virgin. Possessed by this dark side, Rhage fears the times when his inner dragon is unleashed, making him a danger to everyone around him.

Mary Luce, a survivor of many hardships, is unwittingly thrown into the vampire world and reliant on Rhage’s protection. With a life-threatening curse of her own, Mary is not looking for love. Her faith in miracles was lost years ago. But when Rhage’s intense animal attraction turns into something more emotional, he knows that he must make Mary his alone. And while their enemies close in, Mary fights desperately to gain life eternal with the one she loves…


Lover Awakened


A former blood slave, the vampire Zsadist still bears the scars from a past filled with suffering and humiliation. Renowned for his unquenchable fury and sinister deeds, he is a savage feared by humans and vampires alike. Anger is his only companion, and terror is his only passion—until he rescues a beautiful aristocrat from the evil Lessening Society.

Bella is instantly entranced by the seething power Zsadist possesses. But even as their desire for one another begins to overtake them both, Zsadist’s thirst for vengeance against Bella’s tormentors drives him to the brink of madness. Now, Bella must help her lover overcome the wounds of his tortured past, and find a future with her…


Lover Revealed

Butch O'Neal is a fighter by nature. A hard living, ex-homicide cop, he's the only human ever to be allowed in the inner circle of the Black Dagger Brotherhood. And he wants to go even deeper into the vampire world- to engage in the turf war with the lessers. He's got nothing to lose. His heart belongs to a female vampire, an aristocratic beauty who's way out of his league. If he can't have her, then at least he can fight side by side with the Brothers...

Fate curses him with the very thing he wants. When Butch sacrifices himself to save a civilian vampire from the slayers, he falls prey to the darkest force in the war. Left for dead, found by a miracle, the Brotherhood calls on Marissa to bring him back, though even her love may not be enough to save him...


Lover Unbound

Ruthless and brilliant, Vishous son of the Bloodletter possesses a destructive curse and a frightening ability to see the future. As a pretrans growing up in his father's war camp, he was tormented and abused. As a member of the Brotherhood, he has no interest in love or emotion, only the battle with the Lessening Society. But when a mortal injury puts him in the care of a human surgeon, Dr. Jane Whitcomb compels him to reveal his inner pain and taste true pleasure for the first time- until a destiny he didn't choose takes him into a future that cannot include her.


Lover Enshrined

Fiercely loyal to the Black Dagger Brotherhood, Phury has sacrificed himself for the good of the race, becoming the male responsible for keeping the Brotherhood's bloodlines alive. As Primale of the Chosen, he is to father the sons and daughters who will ensure that the traditions of the race survive and that there are warriors to fight those who want all vampires extinguished.

As his first mate, the Chosen Cormia wants to win not only his body but his heart for herself- she sees the emotionally scarred male behind all his noble responsibility. But while the war with the Lessening Society grows more grim, and tragedy looms over the Brotherhood's mansion, Phury must decide between duty and love.


Lover Avenged


This book is in stored April 2009 and revolves around the life of Rehvenge, Bella's big brother (he's not a member of Brotherhood). I so excited to know who will be Rehv's mate. Though he's not a Brother, it is exciting enough to read about his life and also to know the progress of the Brothers through this book.....

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