Never Think

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your TOO far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to hold on
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before your too far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on

Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on

p/s: my favorite song from my favorite vampire, Edward Cullen a.k.a Robert Pattinson....

Lalala.....

Now, aku and Diana sedang melepak di Sekolah Menengah St. Mary at Selayang sambil tunggu Arina yang tengah amik exam PTD sejak dari 9 am until now and dijangka habis examnye 4.30 pm. It's a long wait but being a good cousin, me and Diana patiently wait for her. Before lunch, both of us (me and diana) wait in the car (diana was reading a book and me, tertidur.....Hehehehehe). It is a very hot day, kemungkinan besar dalam 33-35 degree celcius. Kiranya, masa tunggu dalam kereta tu, hampir separuh masak la kami ni, huhuhu......memang panas yang amat. Lepas bosan tunggu kat tepi sekolah, we went to to wait in front of houses, under the tree. Seems like a good spot and more windy than earlier spot. Hampir sejam gak kami tunggu kat situ. Then lunch at Selayang Mall.

Right this moment, while i'm writing this entry, diana tidur dengan penuh kusyuk..... Kami memang kepenatan, mostly sebab cuaca yang panas. Best gak panas2 camni gi berendam dalam air.....Huhuhuhu....

worst blogger ever....!!!

i am the world's worst blogger ever..........!!!!!
hahahaha.....
Sebabnya malas nak update blog.....hehehehe

Black Dagger Brotherhood

In the shadow of the night in Caldwell, New York, there’s a deadly turf war going on between vampires and their slayers. There exists a secret band of brother like no other; six vampire warriors, defenders of their race.

The Black Dagger Brotherhood by J.R. Ward, are the first series that I’d read and owned), and about the lives of vampires and also my first encounter with paranormal genre. This series is in six books and each book is about one Brother of the Black Dagger.

This is not the typical vampire stories that we heard, this is not the blood-sucking-killer-animals-vampire type. This is totally different types of vampires. These books are about hot-sweaty-would kill to have you-make you want hold on to them for all the life- vampires. Its more to romance-thriller-action genre. This is the list of the Black Dagger series:

1. Dark Lover (Wrath – Beth)
2. Lover Eternal (Rhage – Mary)
3. Lover Awakened (Zhadist – Bella)
4. Lover Revealed (Butch – Marissa)
5. Lover Unbound (my favourite) (Vishous – Jane)
6. Lover Enshrined (Phury – Cormia)
7. Lover Avenged (coming soon)

Dark Lover

The only purebred vampire left on the planet, Wrath has a score to settle with the slayers who murdered his parents centuries ago. But when one of his most trusted fighters is killed- orphaning a half-breed daughter unaware of her heritage or her fate - Wrath must usher the beautiful female into the world of the undead…

Racked by a restlessness in her body that wasn't there before, Beth Randall is helpless against the dangerously sexy man who comes to her at night with shadows in his eyes. His tales of brotherhood and blood frighten her. But his touch ignites a dawning hunger that threatens to consume them both…

Lover Eternal

Within the brotherhood, Rhage is the vampire with the strongest appetites. He’s the best fighter, the quickest to act on his impulses, and the most voracious lover—for inside him burns a ferocious curse cast by the Scribe Virgin. Possessed by this dark side, Rhage fears the times when his inner dragon is unleashed, making him a danger to everyone around him.

Mary Luce, a survivor of many hardships, is unwittingly thrown into the vampire world and reliant on Rhage’s protection. With a life-threatening curse of her own, Mary is not looking for love. Her faith in miracles was lost years ago. But when Rhage’s intense animal attraction turns into something more emotional, he knows that he must make Mary his alone. And while their enemies close in, Mary fights desperately to gain life eternal with the one she loves…


Lover Awakened


A former blood slave, the vampire Zsadist still bears the scars from a past filled with suffering and humiliation. Renowned for his unquenchable fury and sinister deeds, he is a savage feared by humans and vampires alike. Anger is his only companion, and terror is his only passion—until he rescues a beautiful aristocrat from the evil Lessening Society.

Bella is instantly entranced by the seething power Zsadist possesses. But even as their desire for one another begins to overtake them both, Zsadist’s thirst for vengeance against Bella’s tormentors drives him to the brink of madness. Now, Bella must help her lover overcome the wounds of his tortured past, and find a future with her…


Lover Revealed

Butch O'Neal is a fighter by nature. A hard living, ex-homicide cop, he's the only human ever to be allowed in the inner circle of the Black Dagger Brotherhood. And he wants to go even deeper into the vampire world- to engage in the turf war with the lessers. He's got nothing to lose. His heart belongs to a female vampire, an aristocratic beauty who's way out of his league. If he can't have her, then at least he can fight side by side with the Brothers...

Fate curses him with the very thing he wants. When Butch sacrifices himself to save a civilian vampire from the slayers, he falls prey to the darkest force in the war. Left for dead, found by a miracle, the Brotherhood calls on Marissa to bring him back, though even her love may not be enough to save him...


Lover Unbound

Ruthless and brilliant, Vishous son of the Bloodletter possesses a destructive curse and a frightening ability to see the future. As a pretrans growing up in his father's war camp, he was tormented and abused. As a member of the Brotherhood, he has no interest in love or emotion, only the battle with the Lessening Society. But when a mortal injury puts him in the care of a human surgeon, Dr. Jane Whitcomb compels him to reveal his inner pain and taste true pleasure for the first time- until a destiny he didn't choose takes him into a future that cannot include her.


Lover Enshrined

Fiercely loyal to the Black Dagger Brotherhood, Phury has sacrificed himself for the good of the race, becoming the male responsible for keeping the Brotherhood's bloodlines alive. As Primale of the Chosen, he is to father the sons and daughters who will ensure that the traditions of the race survive and that there are warriors to fight those who want all vampires extinguished.

As his first mate, the Chosen Cormia wants to win not only his body but his heart for herself- she sees the emotionally scarred male behind all his noble responsibility. But while the war with the Lessening Society grows more grim, and tragedy looms over the Brotherhood's mansion, Phury must decide between duty and love.


Lover Avenged


This book is in stored April 2009 and revolves around the life of Rehvenge, Bella's big brother (he's not a member of Brotherhood). I so excited to know who will be Rehv's mate. Though he's not a Brother, it is exciting enough to read about his life and also to know the progress of the Brothers through this book.....

Credit: www.jrward.com
http://www.facebook.com/pages/JR-Ward/29402628230?ref=s

The MOST UNLUCKIEST GIRL EVER.......

So, here's the story of the unluckiest girl I've ever known, my very own cousin, Diana. Her bad luck start Sunday afternoon (23rd Nov 2008 = also her birthday....), when water got into her ear and causing some problem to her hearing, so the doctor asked her to see the specialist, Unfortunately, that specialist was fully booked until January.....

Did I mentioned she just bought new handphone, NOKIA E66 which cost half of her paycheck...??? Yup, about that newly bought handphone, she lost it just after 10 days of using it..... I mean, how unlucky was that... it was a brand new phone.... Addition to that, she went to MAXIS Centre to block her number and trying to transfer the prepaid to postpaid, and being told by the Maxis Officer that her IC no was already on the postpaid system. How could that possibly, she never used the postpaid before... This mean someone was using her identification number without her consent.... I was in total shock when she told me....(her calm state at that time was due to the all bad things that happen at once, her face expression was very calm and steady). The officer was very nice and being helpful. She did gave us the details of that phony person which were: the mobile phone number (2 of them), the billing address and the overdue amount. She'd also told us that MAXIS won't make charges against my poor cousin but she needs to make a police report... We even try to dialed the 2 numbers but it was out of services. Hmmmm............when I think about it, all this happened for a reason. I mean, if she didn't lost her phone, she won't know that some phony-sick-crazy-person was using the IC No......

And just when I thought that it was over, last night (28th Nov 2008), her car get hit from behind by other car, on our way to see the Twilight.....( i was also in that car) it raining very very heavy and the road was flooded. That guy was driving very fast and didn't manage to hit the brake. The accident was happenned so fast that we didn't realize it until we heard a loud sound and I got nasty headache..... Luckily, that guy (who happen to live in same neighbourhood with my other cousin) willing to pay for all the damage of that car. So, we don't need to make a police report. His car also was badly damaged. Since we already missed the movie, we just headed back to my cousin's house. Today, we went to the workshop, and the mechanic told us that the car will be fully fixed by next week. It was a terrible moment for all of us.

This accident was like the top of all her bad moment which happenned in just one week. I really really hope it will get better and her luck will change. This is just a small challenge from Allah. I did asked her about how her feeling about all these. Her quote:

" Everything happened for a reason and I need to be extra careful next time"

Some person. She seriously need to perform the "mandi bunga" to chase away the bad luck .

She is indeed quite a clumsy person. Hehehehe.... Always stumble on her own words, always forgetting her thing, leaving them behind, very confident even though shes's wrong, and list continue on.......Haahahaha...But deep down inside, she's definitely a very helpful and kind person.

Hazreen Diana - in one of her happy moments..........

P/S: I was writing this as she sit next to me, happily drinking her cold white coffee as there's nothing happened at all.....

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

I took this quiz at http://www.blogthings.com
Kinda hooked up with all the quizzes.......huhuhuhu
This just one of the quizzes that i did........

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

10 Signs He Is Interested in You

There he is, the man of your dreams. He's sitting across from you at the coffee shop or standing at the opposite side of the bar. His eyes meet yours, a quick glance, and then it's back to his drink. Was he giving you a signal?

It's not easy to decipher the mind of the modern male, but learning to decode what his nonverbal communication truly means is an invaluable asset in the game of love. So in order to be sure you're reading him right, look out for the following 10 signs.

Leaning into Love: If a guy is interested in you, you'll find that his body will lean forward toward yours. This move can be either very subtle or extremely "in your face" (literally!). It's his way of letting you know he'd like to get even closer. Once his interest is piqued, you'll both find it hard to pull away!

Keeping It Even Closer: A vital aspect of the physical nature of romance is reciprocity. Translation: meeting his advances with your own. This not only signals your own interest, but also serves to keep his.

The Eyes Have It: We've all heard the proverb, "The eyes are the window to the soul." If he's interested in you, he'll focus on you with those piercing peepers and hold it. Return his romantic gaze with a quiet smile and let him know that you are interested. He'll be at your side in no time.

Touching Is a Good Thing: If a guy is interested in you, then he'll want to be near you. He'll also want to take every opportunity to touch you. Maybe it's your arm, your leg, your knee — it doesn't matter, as long as his presence is physical and affectionate. It's his way of letting you know he likes you.

Funny Meeting You Here: Coincidence is out. Serendipity is in. Those so-called "happy accidents" may not be so accidental after all. Perhaps his "surprise" appearance at your favorite Starbucks or hangout is a signal that he's trying to connect with you (but doesn't want you to think he's a stalker!). Take this as a positive sign and make the most of your next encounter. You may find that you share more in common than just an addiction to double lattes.

Listen Closely: How do you know that you have a guy's attention? When he's not talking about himself. It's that simple. The next time you're in a bar, listen closely to any table full of men and you will hear them speaking rapturously about their favorite subject: themselves. For a man to shut up and really listen to what you have to say, you know it must be love (or at least a strong attraction). He'll put that male genetic ADD to rest once and for all after he's found his Miss Right.

The Guy Who Liked Chick Flicks: Okay, we all know he'd much rather be watching the big game, but it's an important sign if he shows an interest in the things you like as well. If he's happy to watch a movie you picked out or doesn't complain when it's time to hit the mall for a little shopping trip, you've made a serious leap forward in the dating game! Give him extra points if he makes the popcorn.

Funny Lady: Can't tell a joke to save your life? Does he laugh at it anyway? Men are very in touch with their sense of humor (women often complain that men never take anything seriously, right?), so if he's sending some hearty laughter your way, it's a good bet he's looking at you as relationship material.

Confidence, Man: If a guy's into you, you make him nervous. He'll get goose bumps or a rapidly beating heart just from being around you. Look for signs like unexplained laughter, sweaty palms and fidgeting. Guys always want to be in control of their emotions — we like to be in charge. If he has trouble doing that around you, it's most likely because you make him nervous and excited. Don't take it for granted; help him to relax, and he'll thank you by being a great guy you can depend on.

The Feeling Is Mutual: Men and women have very different brain chemistries: She is verbal; he is not. He is driven by visual desires, while she is guided by her deep emotions. Women are taught to rationally express their feelings and feel no shame in crying, and men punch things. Therefore, if you get a guy to actually open up and express his emotions, consider it a major achievement in your relationship. Discussing your feelings for each other is a powerful bonding experience for the two of you and serves to strengthen a relationship for whatever challenges the future may bring.


By Matt Titus, author of Why Hasn't He Called and founder of SassyBean.com